Its been a fantastic week. The epitomy of wierd, but I think I've came closer to figuring out the root of all my issues. Growing up and not having steady relationships with my parental figures, caused me to end up being mad and unstable in my adult life.

So I know what caused the problem and I know how to fix it. Its a wierd feeling comming to the realisation of what caused the problem. Its like after 29years the penny finally dropped.
The funny thing is, the teaching of my old church told me that unless I was under the proper authority, unless I was giving up 10% of my income and unless I was in at least two church services on a sunday as well as being in various meetings during the week, I couldnt be blessed.

Lets look at the blessings on my life. I have the steadfast knowledge that God will take care of all of my needs, he has proven that more times than I can count in the last week alone. Having my sister and brother in law, and nephews in the same city. I will actually get to be around as the kids are growing up. I'm halfway through my BSW. Four years ago, I didnt think it would be possible to even get to university let alone to this point...

I managed to get away from an spiritually abusive church, which should have destroyed my faith, but praise God, it didnt

Labels: blessings, praise, Spiritually abusive churches