Thank the Lord God almightly, I'm finally free.

I had been going to City Impact Church on and off over the last few months because for all the doubts I'd been having, I wondered if maybe it was all a terrible mistake and perhaps City Impact church was of God and I was walking away from something amazing. For all the faults of the leadership, the fact that the rank and file members were lovely amazing genuine people also kept me going back.

Anyhow, I was standing in the back wondering why I'd come back again, and thinking how many times did I need to go to figure out how rotten the fruit was and Janet , one of the church elders came up to me and asked me why I was there. I was like "Huh", and she made reference to a website. As she walked away, I was left feeling like something had crawled over my soul. She continued to position herself where she could see me leave, and as I departed, I'm sure shes positive that she had gotten to me. The funny thing was that as i left, was absolutley shaking, however after I got out to the car, I relaised that I was free, and that no longer did I need to keep going back, and actually it was the release that I had been seeking for months, but didnt know how to get it.

So Janet

You may be thinnking that you won, and that I left
However you inadvertantly gave me the closure that I had been seeking for a long time
I'm free finally and it was you that gave me that freedom

But no, I wont be back.....