I went back to City Impact for a service tonight. After freaking out seeing someone in glenfied mall, I decided to find out if they were as scary as my mind was making out.

The entire expereince was memorable, however not a good memory. Starting with parking down in the far corner of the car park. No lights, and having to walk up over pot holes, ditches, and rough gravel. I made it up to the auditorium, without breaking any bones which was a goos start. I skirted past C, hoping she wouldnt see me, because of having sent her a copy of Kingdom Lost. She didnt, which was ok. Ran into another woman inside who was like "oh wow I havent seen you in ages", I sort of mumbled some excuse, and then made it to a seat without running into anyone else... Looked down and saw J, on the different side to what I remember, but luckily she didnt make it up as far as me, also saw CL, M, and a big few. was feeling a little paranoid, but I left on good terms which was ok....Unless someone had firgured out it was me who sent them.

When I walked in, they were singing a boppy song and then moved into a delerious song. Now delerious are a great band, however singing their music is a bit wierd, its like singing U2 in church. Then Peter and Bev got up and banged on about how they'd been in sweden and how amazing they were. and then there was this lovely DVD on the building project, CH banging on about how she saw a vision where people were comming from all over the city to fo there... The delusional wee tot.

I'd forgotten how big their bloody egos were. It was worship sunday which meant no sermon..... I managed to stay for close to an hour. The whole expereince left me thinking someone had skewered me with a pointy stick and proceeded to push it back and foward while at the same time banging my forehead with a wooden mallet.

Am I scared of these people, will I shirk if I see any of them in the city, will I be truthful about where I've been. No, no and yes