God is so very faithful, I didnt think I would be able to cope when I left CIC, felt that had I not known my old way was so utterly evil, I would have been tempted to give God and christians the one finger salute.

I keep wondering when the axe is going to drop, with St Pauls. I sense they are genuine people, however I thought that about CIC and look at the bunch of fakes they turned out to be.

I am having ideas about planning at the moment. Gods given me the picture of a website about self harm, telling my story, but having links to places that people can contact if they have been self harming or are thinking about self harm