I'd been terrified for ages i think of really experiencing God. To let God close to me was not something I wanted to do, because I thought somehow this God would turn out to be like the God of City IMpact, where instead of the Holy spirit being free to move, people have to push people down, and to generally force the movement of the Holy Spirit. But when the Holy Spirit is left free to move, in a prescence where the song leader isnt miked to oblivion, people arent trying to force the hand of God, and The Holy spirit is just free to move as He sees fit

It was a very cool experience, not nearly as scary as I though either