I always remember people saying that Peter Mortlock was hugely gifted in terms of words of knowledge. He apparently could speak the right word from God for as given situation. He made the most amazingly accurate word about me one night in a service, how I had been involved in witchcraft, only dabbling but had opened the doors to some fairly heavy demonic stuff. At the time I thought “wow”, this man really is plugged into God, however as I read the stuff on mystical manipulation, I am left wondering how much of Peters word was from God, and how much was based on stuff that J, or C or any of that lot had told them. Same with L in that freedom night, “a few people here who have tried to kill themselves”. What freaking Bollicks. From God unlikely, more likely these amazing words of knowledge come from the well placed network of informers, than God.

I need to take time away to find God again. I look back at what is just written, and go this is the sort of bitter and twisted bollicks that made me leave CIC.....