Parents are funny... My mum pretends to be so funtional, however yet at the moment, I see her age visibly before my eyes. I got lambasted the other day because I had let her know I had gone back on anti Ds. However I committed the ultimate crime and didnt ask how she was. She seems to be gong incredibly egocentric, as in its all about her.

Dad on the other hand is as dysfunctional as they come, yet he makes no bones about coping and hes almost more pleasant to be around at the moment...

Who knows, am getting on well with S & K, its nice having them in the same city. S I think was a bit worried when I told her was going back on an anti D however told her what I'd told some other people that Auckland was a big City and if I needed to it would be easy enough to avoid them. That was another irk about mum. She started treating me like I was about to fall on my face again, as I did in the past. Like the last 3 odd years of relative stability meant nothing, and I was just waiting to jump back into my old dysfunctional life... Thats why I started the anti D, so I wouldnt fall on my face again. I have far to much to lose, which is essential why I dont loose the plot