Thanks but would rather give it a miss. was just sent an invite to the carpet this afternoon, and yes I would like to talk to those concerned, that said I am still really leery and to do this on the others turf scares me...... Basically coz living is a struggle right now, I dont have alot left in reserve and life scares the crap out of me

This week, I havent just been feeling like I've been run over by a bus, but also that its reversed over me several times as well, fowrds, back. Wile E Coyote after hes tried yet again to cacth the road runner, and just been hit by a bus and the screen shot is of him flattened with tire marks over his body. I think that scene describes how I feel right now. Some of its been of my own making, some of it I dont believe it has... And to top it off getting sick today also hasnt helped either

So will I come to the carpet, right now no... I need to get myself in a place where I can deal with life a bit better, that may take some time. I hope those reading this will understand, this isnt a snub rather a "I cant do this right now, please some more time, also a neutral venue would be more appealing as well"