I mean seriously whats the point in trying to dialogue with people when they so are not interested, and yes JL just to reassure your obvious paranoia this post is refering to you

JL, D and any of you others who read here

You won, you were right and I was wrong, and how dare I ask why you posted stuff and outrightly lied to the whole comunity. How dare I ask you to be upfront and honest, and how dare I expect that my word would be good enough for you.

JL to be blunt I dont give a rats anymore what you think. I'm sick of trying to approach you with the white flag and getting kicked in the teeth repeatedly. I'm sick of you not beliving anything I say, and my word is obviously not good enough

D. I'm offended by the fact that you obviously in your little paranoia worried that I would post adverse messages to the members of that group, and why my pms were disabled. Even though I have no time for any of you at the moment, slandering you and running you down to members of that forum is not something I would do. Infact I wouldnt do it to anyone. Mainly because I think they will get to see your true colours soon enough, but most importanly I dont operate that wayJl a bug huh, obviously the same bug that removed my acess to the other folders. What annoyed me was the sneaky and dishonest way in which it was done. No PMs no nothing

Thank you for being so quick to believe the worst about me. Why didnt I tell you about being a mod at the other forum, pretty much because you'd made your postion clear JL "Its us or them". And to be blunt I didnt know how to say "Gods signed me up with the woman you are calling a false prophet". Perhaps I was wrong to not tell you and for that I am sorry.
You promoted your com as a democracy, where all founding members would have a say, but when it came down to it, all it was was a dictatorship, where it an opinion differed from the groups, it was discounted. You were all so quick to slander the other place as being judgemental, hypocritcal and non biblical, yet in your haste, you are doing the same things as you accuse them of
In conclusion, I wish you well. I wont be back, I see little point in being in a place where my word is not good enough or is not believed. Cant make you believe me, and at this moment in my life, I cant be bothered trying. I have too much going on in my eoffline life, to waste time with a bunch of people who are so near sited they cant get their heads out of their asses long enough to realise those around them arent seriously struggling

the following is an amendment to this post, mainly because I dont want to waste further space in my blog


I never asked for acess to the founding members folder. You in your infinite wisdom had decided I was trustworthy to have access, and without consultation, my acess to those folders was granted. Imagine my shock one day to log on and discover a whole bunch of folders that werent there before. So buddy if you are going to spout the story, spout the true story, although at the moment, I seriously wonder if truth exists in your vocab, or the ability to take responsibility for your actions.

Starting a forum for the wrong motivations only ends up hurting the people involved. I pray that God can take what was created and still use it for his glory