this pissy mentality, that "if your not for us your against us".

I'm sick of it, from now I'm changing my title from christian to she who worhsips Jesus and wears a pink fluffy bunny suit. Sure half the angst that comes from this life is because people take themselves far to seriously. When the heck did most of us loose that ability to look at ourseleves and laugh.

Work last night, well if we werent making jokes about habpour bridges and cutting bungey cords, I know I would have lost the plot. I had K in a brilliant space all damm day, to the point She was offering to do chores. Something that never happens. Its as probably less likely than me winning lotto. Her mum rings and all of a sudden, its F**k this and f**k that. All because of a 20 minute vist with her mum.

The one good thing, is at least I've mamanged most likley to stave of my return to the sex industry for another week. It would be nice to be able to plan long term, however its not a happening thing at the moment. One cool thing is that my course costs have been approved, so I can go buy books and hell maybe get an appointment to get my contacts updated. That would be ever so nice