Suck at the moment.

It would be nice to be in a place that I dont have to sell belongings to keep going. That sucks the potato big time. It would be in a place that I'm not considering taking a step back into sex work.

Logical mind says that sex work will in the end damage me, however last time the thing I found the hardest was not accepting money for sex, rather the fact that many of the punters were so damm boring that staying awake listening to them was a killer, also when someone sucks in bed, giving a performance that doesnt show them how crappy they are...

Also the bollicks to people who say money isnt everything. They usually are the ones who dont struggle for everything. Money releases that cold ball of knot from in your stomach, when you lie awake in bed at night stressing about how your going to pay your bills, and not be living out on the street