This week has been huge and its only monday. Was supposed to spend 24 hours on the street tonight but had a freakout... I spent about a month being homeless ffour years ago, and this course has bought some huge stuff up for me, and again today when L made the comment about dishonesty, it tore me in two....I remebered too well that time, when I had to steal to eat, and how what I could get was limited to what I could conceal, which was usually flat stuff like chocalate and museli bars........

I want to go home..... J told me that I wold find this lifechanging, and I wonder how I can go back to my nice white middle class christianity after this.. Impact talks about how they want to impact this nation for christ, yet they are in the process of building a 10million dollar building. Surely they could have renovated and expanded it for five and then done osmething for the inner city with the surplus