and one to go, when S & T walked past my window talking loudly, it threw me, after I had staarted my exam today I was like arrkkk shite. But hey never mind. went to see H but its not a biggie

Going through some hairy times at the moment and just wanted to say good is awesome, and for the follwoing reasons

1. A friend of mine gave her heart to god, last night, I am so thankful for an awesom woman who got a nuge from god and followed up on it, otherwise I think my fined would have run again like she has for the last several weeks

2. My friend had asked me to go with her if she did but this woman sort of sideways shuffled me and tok another woman down in support. At the time I felt hugely miffed and upset, but I relaised that coz of the headpsace I am in at the moment little things seem to get blown up out of proportion and that the huge annoyance was really a minor miffedness and that I because I had spoken to someon else about how I was feeling I needed to go to this woman direct and explain that I wasnt miffed annoyed or even offended

I just spoke with her and all I can say is God is an awesome god, we spoke about that but also got to speaking about some other stuff, and the it was in a small quiet voice "My child I love you and want nothing but the vey best for you"which for me was pretty awesome given that last night I was seriously contemplating giving up and running

BUt also with clarifying with this lady it has given me the strength I need to keep on going and pressing into god and pressing for a breakthrough

I'm tired at the moment, and praise the lord for his strength, because if I was doing it in mine, I think I would be about 10feet under by now